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Thursday, July 31, 2008

okae.....i miss sumbodi alot...me,myself&i cnt figure out hu i miss....hmm....
wat m i gonna do sia...haiz.....muz b sumtink wrong wit me...hahah...
but hu care rite....
okae..i dnt lyke Hairul oreadi coz....yanie lykes hym...n he lykes Iffah.......................
so i dnt wanna waste my tyme n lyke sumbodi dat dnt lyke me...

its juz full of fucking shit...! understand....hahaha....
n again school cooll...!


Wednesday, July 30, 2008

okae....let me tell ya bout wat happen in skul 2dae.....2dae was great coz.....
we are crazy...as per normal lah....fren mits fren=crazyness.....hahaha......
okae.....ferst lesson was Malay...i ate in class...den EBS....was quite okae.....den ME....BORING..!
den reccess....afta dat was NT....went library n make our class song....bt i didnt do it....coz i was sliping....hahaha....den maths...2dae in Maths class...Hairul kena scold...coz of sumtink dat im not sure bout.....
haaha....bt AKU TK TERIME APE MR NG BUAT KT HAIRUL...!
he did nthg wrong wat....y wan to kol DM naek pe...melampau btol ar nie pepek...!haiyo.....
den juz now at 4++ den we all went home coz of stoopit CCA.....haha...i didnt tink dat Hairul ask us to wait for hym.....so..we did wait for hym.....hahaha.....Hairul2....y Iffah ehk.....i w0nder....
bt nvm...i'll if i haf too....
didnt lpk wit BH n SH....im very tired.....bt Fridae its a must...!


Sunday, July 27, 2008

Yesterdae was lyke the boringest dae ever.....!didnt went out as my sis was werking....
so0o0 my Saturdae was b0ring....haiz...t0o bad dat i cnt go out wit Shrek Brotherhood n Sisterhood.....hahaha

okae...lets tok bout 2dae.....
2dae....will go out....ferst we'll go to IMM den Seol Garden....i dnt noe kt mane ye....
bt my father say we go Seol Garden to celebrate my bdae n my bro..coz we are the August Babies....haha...bt its still July wat...n i dnt wanna celebrate my
Bdae wit hym again....last year celebrate wit hym oreadi....haiya...bt wateva lah...free food hu dnt wan rite...
goin to get readi in 5 mins tyme.....i tink goin out at 3.....which i still dnt care....!hahahahahah...
hope 2dae will b great....


Saturday, July 26, 2008

K enuf wit PICTURES......hahaha.....
Yesterdae was Wak aka Rafie puye bdae.....
so all BH & SH....came down n elebrate it wit hym......
afta all dat.... they bought somting to drink....u noe lah guyz...wanna haf fun.....den some of us...hu did not drink......dudok kt longkang.....
at diz one tyme....Hairul ask me....im free anot....den i say ya y... den he say....
kau dok sinie....den i sit ar....den he say.....urot aku....den i do ar...as i LYKE hym so much....den he ask me the question dat i dnt wanna hear....
he ask..'asl kau tk accpt ahmad seh??'
me say..'stop it lah....aku dah tk uke dier abeh nk uat pe....'
den Nadia say..'cume aku jek tahu sape dier uke...'
Hairul say..'sape???clue siket..'
Hairul say..'skul ane??'
Me say..'skul kite..'
Hairul say..'class ane..??'
Me say..'Class kite..'
den it silent for a while...till he weply....
Hairul...'ouh....yg cute2 ehk....'
den i smack his bck as i was massging hym.....
den we both laugh...! den i say to hym wit my SWITEST voice.....i wisper to his ear.....
I say...'tapi nk uat pe...kau still uke kn adek sedare aku....den i gues...i'll wait for u lah...'
den i walk away.... haiz....
.how i wish he was mine.....
if it come true...i'll b the happiest gerl in the world.....



Pics Taken In Skul...!




















































Liza,Fee,Me,Hardy frm ByDefination&Yanie...













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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

s0ri for n0t updating.....im juz to lazy to.....muhahaha.....
I h0pe Lily is not jealous...coz i didnt haf a br0ther....n take hym as a real br0ther...
btw 2dae got no Maths...hahahah.....dat pepek nvr come.....gerek siol....so me n the gerlz were doin our own things....
CCA suckz....its boring.....i lyke somebodi frm my Brotherhood.....haiz...
wats happening to me....hahhahaaha....okae...
Yesterdae went to IMH....hahaha.....funny sia....coz the boyz make alot of jokes bout ppl dere....
n i fite wit ahmad in the bus otw dere.....fuck sia dat guy.....all diz while i tolerate wit his fucking attitude.....bt yesterdae i had enuf of it.....ikot kn hati aku nk tumbok jek....haiz....
n 2dae....dat fucking guy sit behind me.....n my fren say he make a buto sign at me....pukimak dier ar sial....
my fren say'kau tk tau nk respect pompan pe??'
he say'asl aku nk respect dier lau dier tk respect aku...'
like shit ar diz guy.....hu wan to respect a fucking guy lyke u!
pegik cermin ciket ar muke kau sundal..!!!!!sundal ye puki mak ye cibai!!!!palabuto!!!!
org kasi aku $i million utk accpt dier...aku tolak sak tuh duet...!
aku tk heran ar hilang kwn mcm kau....!fuck off frm brotherhood pon bgs....or better....fuck off frm my lyfe...!
cibai btol ar...!!!
AHMAD...I CURSED UR LYFE AR SIAL...!!

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

OMG...!!!yesterdae was the greatest dae ever....for the ferst tyme i went home at 12 midnite....hahahaha.....its was great spend tyme wit Shrek Brother n Sisterhood........ferst we went to Bugis Street n den went to Arb Street......we went Arb Street....its suckz...coz we are allowed to have the shesha as we are under age....den we decided to go to Esplanade...so we go dere....n i 4get bout the tyme....so...at 10.30 i went home....bt the bas was farking late....so at 11.25 den the bas arrived.....gosh.....bt gd ting...i didnt get any scolding frm my dad....im not kompem....mayb 2nite i'll get it....hahaha....bt diz is somtink dat i haf nvr done...i wanna feel y my fren go there n torn....so i noe it now.....heres some foto i taken otw goin dere....
The b0yz...!
CANDID for the boyz...!
Shrek,Kecyk&Ketok...!
Abgku&Lily... Nadia&Jack(Couple) Ketok,Jomi&Ika
Kecyk&Yana(Couple)
Candid!for Donkey....Abgku&Lily Kecyk,Yana,Ira,Nadia&Jack
Ira&Nadia
Yana&Ira Ira&Lily

Thnkz U Guyz For Makin My DAE!!!!!

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Friday, July 18, 2008

okae...2dae in skul was great....coz deres no MATH!!!!hahaha...
finally...for one dae without MATH.....so....ferst period is P.E.....n Mr Yeo n the gerlz was toking bout wat to wear diz Mondae...coz the Mrs Indra let us wear traditional clothes.....bt THE GERL....DIDNT WANT TO WEAR IT....WEN ME N LILY WANT TO WAER IT...!bt Mr Yeo give some opinioin....n he ask me to wear Hawaii.....stoopit sia....den frm dat on he disturb me...n alwaes tell me to eat COCONUT...!!gosh.....hahahaha.....bt funny ar Mr Yeo....den second period was CPA...its was fun....coz i was SLEEPING...!hahahaa......den MALAY....heres the good tink.....
c0z i tok bad infront of Shamirah.....so0o0......its true rite....if ur skinny n not pretty wat for......n dats is Shamirah...EHK BADAN KAU DAH MCM JANTAN...KAU BUAT HAL SENDIRI AR.....KAU TK YA NK SEBOK2 PSL HAL AKU....AKU GEMOK KE TK LAWA KE....GOT NTHG TO DO WIT U OKAE SUNDAL........SO....KAU CKP NAN CLASS SUNDAL KAU JGN NK STEP ANE YE BSR.....DAH MEREPEK....TERMASOK KAU SEKALI AR SIAL.....SO0O0....SAPE2 KWN DIER YG BACE NIE......PLZURO DIER BACE SEKALI OKAE.....THANK U...!
okae enuf bout dat sundal....
afta dat it was reccess...i didnt eat much coz i didnt bring money.....bt my fren Yani n Lily share wit me their food....Yani share speacial wit me....Liliy giv me 50cent...coz i wanna buy Sushi.......thnkz yaw....one dae i will treat u guyz.....
den english.....hahaha....diz tyme Mrs Cheen come....den Affiza was really upset n cry....n all becoz of Azam....mayB she is still mot get us to our boyz......nvm one dae....
2dae i didnt hang out wit Shrek Brotherhood n Sisterhood....haiz....tired sia....okae i tink dats all....


Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Hey2...!hws my new BlogskinS????
LaWa tk??hope its nice....c0z i was so stress wen doin diz ting....
hahaha...okae...
2dae at skul Ahmad treat me differently....coz the yesterday ting....funny sia dat TUPAI..!
2dae the guyz didnt disturb Affiza...hahaha....finally for one day....Fiza had a peace day....
Fee didnt come to skul....bt Lily come to skul......dah tuh bobal psl Bob...!hahaha.....no offence ya...bt...well i dnt noe ar.....wateva hope she dnt upset n break Bob heart...!!!!if she did....haiz....
I sat very closely wit Shadow...as u guyz dnt now dat...Shadow is my bekas admire...he is not dat hensem bt swit at tymes......bt he want my adek sedare...haiz.....
Diz Sat we Papa Shrek Brotherhood will b goin to Arab Street for Shesha....i want Strawbrerry flavour..!!!!!!!!hahahahaha....
bt b4 goin dere...we all we haf to attend to Kak Ilah ye B'dae party.....haiz...mlz u noe....bt i oreadi tell Ibu i'll b dere.....
cnt wait....bt most importantly is....dat i cn go....my family kn lyke sial....=)
hahaha.....we Papa Shrek Sistahood plan of wearing skirts n white top....bt gerlz...i dnt haf them....tuh lah sape uro beli tampe aku..!!
pandai2 beli...hahahaha.....
hopefully i cn go lah...haiz....long tyme never spend tyme 2gether....
=)


Tuesday, July 15, 2008

hMmM...2dae wat haPpen in skul...??ferst Lily didnt come to skul.....secondly i was alone during Science...bt manage to laugh through out the lesson wit Suhari n Shamir.....thirdly....my fren Ahmad tinks dat i accept hym as my boiffy...hahaha....i wont n cnt b wit u lah Mad....
okae...in class was funny...bcoz...my frenz disturb Affiza...which they call 'Great Kali'i tink dats how the spelling...bt its was supose to b a wrestling player...hahahaha....as dat gerl is smelling n ugly....dats wat they call her....
so....afta eating wen recess tyme....we all wen up to the classroom....den the boyz play football using hand...den one of dem....PURPOSELY hit Affiza wit the ball....
den Fiza get mad n hit the table n wen she walk out of the class she shouted'DIAM UH...!!!!'
den i go...'oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o.....sumbodis' mad...!!' den we all laugh LOUDLY...hahaha...dat was the bez part sia...
den assembly tyme...we had diz tok bout Racial Harmony....afta dat...Mrs Lee show us foto presentation of wat we did in skul n some event....den one part wen they show Sec 3 camp foto....i didnt expected dat my group will b in dat foto presentation....den afta nvm ar.....den at the end of the presentation they show a foto taking in Anchor Point....which my group again were doing our EBS Competition.....hahaha...i was lyke wat....my group n my foto...so i was so happi sia....coz....my enermy foto diz year not even one...hahaha....too bad Lily didnt come...if not she can share the joy wit me.....haiz....wat a GREAT day....den afta skul....wen to Nadia house...n KAROKE...wat else....Zack,Bob,Donkey(Nashri)&Ahamd.....all sang....bt most i lyke is Bob's.....rock giler ar dier tuh...!haha..
Bob Bob...!
okae... n btw i love Vanessa Hudgens new song call 'Sneaker Night'



Saturday, July 12, 2008

Family suckz...!
as im updating diz...im crying....
each days goes by....my family attitude towards me has change....
i wonder y..?
wat did i do wrong..?y they treat me dat way...?
my cousin juz went home...n frm they came til they went home...
i force myself to smile even though i didnt wanna smile.....
i noe my family hates me...bcoz of my behaviour....bt dats mot the way to treat me even they hate me.....
its unfair to me...
each tyme we go out.....i feel left out....coz my mum will chit chat wit my sis....
den my father will play around wit my bro....n me??
will depends on the PSP to keep me company......n diz is the
reason y i alwaes go home late frm skul....i will hang out wit my fren...
as they are family to me......they are the one i tell my problem to....
wen im wit my fren...its all bout laughter n stoopit jokes....bt wit my family...
all i get is a scolding&insulting...ive try to b a better kid....bt i cnt coz diz is hu i am....i cnt change it......dnt make my lyfe miserable....
i dnt wan diz either...i juz hope dat my family treat me the same as how they treat me sis n bro....dnt treat me the same onli wen we do to granma house, on Hari Raye & my bdae.....plz...im a human n i haf feeling.......i juz dnt get it......

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okae...yesterdae in skul was abit quiet coz Lily didnt came....so peace tyme for the gerlz....
hahaha...bt abit bored ar...
so...my new victim to b kacau is Yani as she sit next to me....hahahaha.....=)
okae....i haf a VERY BORING SATURDAY...
n i shud blame myself for lying to Khai who wanna ask me out n i lie dat im sick....stoopit me.....
haiz....n yesterdae....sumtink weird happen....dat weird ting is...my fren ask me fer stead....wats diz....im juz a fren of hym.....deres no way we cn b 2gether.....well i dnt noe lah kn....pndi2 ar krg.....
I miz sec 3camp...
i miz Baby(Baby Brownie)
i miz JF....
i miz Daniel....
i miz the party afta sec 3 camp....
easy to say....
i miz everting even though its yesterdae.....hahaha...=)
haiz.....enuf of it....
hahaha.......i haf nthg much to tok bout i guess.....
okae....

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Sunday, July 6, 2008

haiz....yesterday.....wen came bck frm camp...i wen to bathe den straight to bed....very tired dok..!den wake up at 9++ to chck hu came...den wen bck to slip till 2dae at 10++....n still very sleepy....hahaha....bt i really miss sliping wit my classmates.....very funny....coz we laugh at nite....scare each other....hahaha....
miss those daes lah seh.......
den i juz came bck frm JE Lib wit my m0ther as she wanna return books...n read magazine dere....wen to eat at KFC...
coz for 3 daes at camp we eat lyke shit....hahaha.....
den reach home at 9 sharp....c0ol....haha...
among all of the station dere...i love kayaking n nature walk...MUD FITE....!!
bully ppl....throw dem in the muddy water.....hahaha.....
haiz...go0d tyme....g0od tymes...

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okae....i wan to post bout my Sec 3 camp....so here its goes..

Day 1....
reach dere.....go to our hunt....n we arrange our things..den went down to gather at the MPH....
den we do diz flag creation for our class....den we had lunch at 11-12.....afta dat we had safety briefing.....afta dat we had to do some station lyke zipline,high n low wall & tyres n pole.....
den we had to wash up...clean ourselves......den we do alot for our campfire preparations...coz we do even readyfor the campfire....haha...=) den we had dinner at 18.30-19.30.....
den afta dinner...we had song session...
at 20.00-21.30...we play the game kol Kinapped!! at 21.30-22.00...we had our daily brief n supper....afta dat we had nite stduy...afta dat light wash up....bt i cnt go to slip coz my fren Nadia make a noise...so we had to tickle her till she say give up....funny gerl...n lights out at 23.30...

Day 2..
we all in hunt 5 plan to wake up at 5.00....so we can haf the toilet to all ourselves.....but
sadly we cn go out.....coz got instructor slip under our hunt....
so we tok2 softly...den at 6 den we all go bathe....den we assemble at MPH at 6.30....
6.30-7.00...we do the morning exercise......7.00-8.o0...
we had our breakfast....we ate carrot cake....
den we do continue we the staion.....we went for the CRC(Challenge Rope Courses),Abseiling & CFP(Campfire Prep)..
12.30-13.30....Lunch break...
afta lunch break...we went for Nature Walk...means mud walk....fun dok...but smelling...den rafting...we do our own boat.....
den KAYAKING..!!!!!
weeee~
i patner wit my part tyme boiffy....Ahmad....hahaha.....
afta all dat.....we wash up at 18.30-19.00....
den dinner.....final song session...
at 20.30-22.30....
GRAND CAMFIRE..!!!
den we 3T2 did a very wonderful job...we had fun sia..!
den the campfire finish fast...so Chief Jeff let us party through the nite....till 11.30 i tink....bt the party stop half way coz some of the Acad boys was kicking n puching each other.....
n lights out at 12.15....
best siol...hahaa.....bt during the campfire.....it suckz...coz we 3T2 saw alot of tinks....
coz we sat next to the jungle.....we JT(JIWE TECH) didnt went for the supper....
den we all story2 bout wat we saw during the campfire
under the boys hunt.....den all the gerlz went bck to our hunt.....n continue story....
den we slip at 12.15....
Day 3
watke up at 7.00....
den we pack our bags again and assemble at the carpark....
7.30...breakfast...8.30 area cleaning.....very tired....
at 10.00 reflection,closing ceremony n Prize presentation....
den deres diz prize for the improved camper for every class....
n my class....the winner is Mr Zacky.....hahaha.....
by 10.30....we aboard the bas...n went bck to HKSS...
n h0me sweet h0me......

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Okae....since 2moro is the sec 3 camp.....
i tink it will b great rite??
i dnt noe....for me i tink not...coz i got a gerl tink....lyke wat.....
the camp is at Jalan Batera....KERAS dok tmpt......
so gerlz....pape mulot....ZIPPP...!
tk mo tegoh klau nmpk.......seram ar tuh tmpt.....bt i will story all bout it wen im free....bt most wen im bck frm camp.....
so as fer me....i haf to b extra careful...coz i got dat gerl tink....
haiz....SHIT...i dnt haf 4 more tee to bring....how??
well...i dnt noe lah....
hell care ar.....hahaha.....
Mrs Cheen say MAYB she will bring along her babies....mesti cute ye....!
cnt wait.....
i oreadi finish packing my bag...heavy ar my bag...i really hope Fee ye uncle will fetch us n send us to skul.....dat will b much easy......
i noe one person i will miss is my GRANDMOTHER...!n of coz my teddy bear.....
jungle2...y must it b jungle.....hahaha.....


Tuesday, July 1, 2008

okae....hmm...btw yesterdae....i dream bout tings dat make me cry n b happy at the same tyme....
okae...i alwaes wish dat my mother will haf another baby....so0o0o i dreamt about my family have a new mmbr.....
so the story go lyke diz...

my family & i went to the market...wen my mother started to look for sumtink....
i asked her..'mak carik ape seh..?(wat r u looking for..?)
den she ans'baby ye stroller...'(looking for baby's stroller...)
me:mak ltk ane?(whr u put it)
my mum:smwhr here...
me:haiyo....
den we went to my father....n the stroller is dere wit hym.....n inside it is a baby....
it a boy....he has my looks...bt he has DIMPLE....isn't dat cute....
den next dae....my parents wait for me outside skul wit hym..(the baby)
diz tyme he can walk....den wen i came out frm skul...i saw hym....btw i call hym baby,...coz i dnt noe his name...
okae.....den i ran towards hm....bt he oso ran towards me n laughing.....cute sia....
den i squad down n he gif me a BIG hug.....i was smiling i tink dat part....
i carried hym all the way home....i didnt put hym down....
den the next part is he can tok oreadi....he hav diz cute voice...n i asked hym one question...
me:baby...baby syg kakak tk??
he(baby):syg..baby syg kakak sgt....(den he gif me a kiss n hug me....)
diz part i was crying.....i cn feel the tears coming down my face wen im sliping.....

den juz nw in class....i slept n i dreamt bout hym again.,...bt diz tyme.....
i dream wen he is lost....i was crying in my dream...bt my fren say i was crying in real lyfe.....i dnt noe....mayb i love hym so much......den i slept again...n i dreamt bout hym AGAIN....diz tyme its me alone....i was sitting by beach crying n toking to myself...
i say:mane adek aku?aku nk adek aku alek...aku syg dier sgt2.....tlg...kembalikn adek aku....(whr is my baby bro...i want hym bck...i love hym so much......pliz....gif hym bck to me...)
den my fren wake me up n say..
my fren:asl nan kau..?kau okae tk..(wats wrong wit u??u okae anot?)
me:okae pe....asl?(im fine..y?)
my fren:sbb bile kau tdo kau nga nangis.....dah 2 kali tau....(coz wen u were sliping u are crying....2 times oreadi...)
den i juz wipe the tears of my face n continue sliping....till Science lesson....

n dats it ppl....



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